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Belajar sesuatu dari mereka.
It's been a year and half and maybe almost 2 year. I can't remember the exact date. But for being single dalam jangka masa itu, aku belajar banyak benda. Tengok orang bercinta, tengok bergaduh kerana cinta, I laugh myself. Terkenang zaman puppy love, aku memang buat banyak silap. Silap yang aku tak sedar. Now, aku rasa macam, thanks to my ex sebab tinggal aku. Betul, I'm not enough for you. :)
Sebab dia tinggal aku, maka aku belajar banyak benda dan andai satu masa aku betul-betul dah ada yang punya, aku mungkin lebih bersedia.
Menyaksikan (amboi ayat menyaksikan) persengketaan couple ni memang buat aku nak gelak. Bukan gelak kan mereka, tapi gelakkan diri sendiri. Dulu, aku macam yang si perempuan itulah. Tingkah aku, cara aku layan rasa marah dan bengang aku, cara aku face dengan karenah ex aku, sangatlah tak matang. I see she's crying in front of me. I can feel the pain. She's suffered a lot.
Bila kita kecewa, bila dah pendam lama-lama, kita akan buat benda-benda bodoh. We want them to feel our pain too. So dengan sengajanya we hurt them. Sebenarnya, tu semua keruhkan lagi keadaan. Contohnya macam aku dulu lah, after broke up, dok blog tulis segala kan,. How stupid I am. My ex never talk bad about me. My ex never blame me. He know he make mistake, tapi aku juga ada silap aku and he never mention it to public like me.
Orang lelaki bukan faham apa yang kita nak. Apa yang kita rasa. Apa yang kita kecewa pasal dia. We have to make it clear. Jangan main tarik tali. Jangan nak suruh dia faham bila kita dah buat dia sakit hati sebab kita sakit hati dengan dia. Dulu aku ingat dia buat-buat tak tahu, buat-buat tak faham. Tapi sebenarnya, bila aku berkawan dengan kawan-kawan lelaki aku, diorang memang spesis bengap tak faham. Bukan sengaja buat-buat tak faham. Bukan.
Kadang-kadang, erm, bukan kadang-kadang la, memang selalunya bila diorang buat sesuatu dan kita rasa benda tu salah, dia just mintak maaf. Sebenarnya, diorang tak rasa pun benda tu salah. Ayat senang, "I bukan curang pun." Kan? Siapa pernah kena sila angkat tangan. Dia ada kawan perempuan, keluar dengan kawan, keluar tak bagi tahu, tak mesej, diorang bukan rasa salah pun. Diorang tak rasa diorang buat salah dan bila kita marah, dia ingat benda tu perkara yang kecil. Mintak maaf then settle.
Kita pulak, cuba fikir kenapa kita marah? Sebab bila kita yang tak mesej, keluar dengan kawan lelaki, keluar tak bagi tahu, dia marah kan? Sebab tu kita rasa tak adil. Sebab tu jadi BENGANG.
Bagi aku, lepas apa yang jadi pada aku, dan apa yang jadi sekeliling aku, aku belajar satu benda. Kalau aku ikat dia kemas macam mana pun, kalau memang Allah kata dia bukan dengan aku, memang akan terlepas jugak dari ikat kemas aku tu. Tapi kalau aku lepas bebas dia, buat apa yang dia dan aku suka (selagi tak melebih) kalau dah memang jodoh, memang dia yang akan datang ikat kita lagi kuat dan tak lepas dah.
Nak bercinta kena ada dua hati yang kuat. Kuat tahan dugaan. Kuat tahan perasaan. Kuat dan penuh kesabaran.
Sebab dia tinggal aku, maka aku belajar banyak benda dan andai satu masa aku betul-betul dah ada yang punya, aku mungkin lebih bersedia.
Menyaksikan (amboi ayat menyaksikan) persengketaan couple ni memang buat aku nak gelak. Bukan gelak kan mereka, tapi gelakkan diri sendiri. Dulu, aku macam yang si perempuan itulah. Tingkah aku, cara aku layan rasa marah dan bengang aku, cara aku face dengan karenah ex aku, sangatlah tak matang. I see she's crying in front of me. I can feel the pain. She's suffered a lot.
Bila kita kecewa, bila dah pendam lama-lama, kita akan buat benda-benda bodoh. We want them to feel our pain too. So dengan sengajanya we hurt them. Sebenarnya, tu semua keruhkan lagi keadaan. Contohnya macam aku dulu lah, after broke up, dok blog tulis segala kan,. How stupid I am. My ex never talk bad about me. My ex never blame me. He know he make mistake, tapi aku juga ada silap aku and he never mention it to public like me.
Orang lelaki bukan faham apa yang kita nak. Apa yang kita rasa. Apa yang kita kecewa pasal dia. We have to make it clear. Jangan main tarik tali. Jangan nak suruh dia faham bila kita dah buat dia sakit hati sebab kita sakit hati dengan dia. Dulu aku ingat dia buat-buat tak tahu, buat-buat tak faham. Tapi sebenarnya, bila aku berkawan dengan kawan-kawan lelaki aku, diorang memang spesis bengap tak faham. Bukan sengaja buat-buat tak faham. Bukan.
Kadang-kadang, erm, bukan kadang-kadang la, memang selalunya bila diorang buat sesuatu dan kita rasa benda tu salah, dia just mintak maaf. Sebenarnya, diorang tak rasa pun benda tu salah. Ayat senang, "I bukan curang pun." Kan? Siapa pernah kena sila angkat tangan. Dia ada kawan perempuan, keluar dengan kawan, keluar tak bagi tahu, tak mesej, diorang bukan rasa salah pun. Diorang tak rasa diorang buat salah dan bila kita marah, dia ingat benda tu perkara yang kecil. Mintak maaf then settle.
Kita pulak, cuba fikir kenapa kita marah? Sebab bila kita yang tak mesej, keluar dengan kawan lelaki, keluar tak bagi tahu, dia marah kan? Sebab tu kita rasa tak adil. Sebab tu jadi BENGANG.
Bagi aku, lepas apa yang jadi pada aku, dan apa yang jadi sekeliling aku, aku belajar satu benda. Kalau aku ikat dia kemas macam mana pun, kalau memang Allah kata dia bukan dengan aku, memang akan terlepas jugak dari ikat kemas aku tu. Tapi kalau aku lepas bebas dia, buat apa yang dia dan aku suka (selagi tak melebih) kalau dah memang jodoh, memang dia yang akan datang ikat kita lagi kuat dan tak lepas dah.
Nak bercinta kena ada dua hati yang kuat. Kuat tahan dugaan. Kuat tahan perasaan. Kuat dan penuh kesabaran.
Aku tak kuat untuk semua tu.
Jadi aku pilih jadi pemerhati.
Pilih untuk sendiri.
Sorry.
Kalau semua orang faham.
Kan?
:)
Again,
You can put the blame on me.
But please,
Don't bringing up my past.
Love Letter
Are you doing well?
Aren't you sick?
I worry about you without me.
I hope that you eat well even if you are busy,
bundle up when it's cold
and live strongly without crying.
One day in 2009,
I held a pen thinking about you
wondering who you would call to walk you home at night?
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.
I worry again today
if you are eating well.
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.
I can about you
I think about you
Even though I know I shouldn't do this,
I'm thinking only about you again today.
I worry about you all day.
I write about my heart that cannot reach you.
I worry too much, don't I?
I'm talking too much, aren't I?
I'm only telling you things like a habit.
I keep seeing your tears
and so everyday is difficult.Why didn't I realize how precious you are back then?
Why was I numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?
I didn't know when you are right beside me.
Because I was a foolish man,
Because I was a stupid man.
I realized after you left.
I gave you hard time, didn't I?
I'm so sorry.
I'll let you go now.
Please meet someone good
and be happy.
I believe that you'll do fine just as I know you will.
I don't want to stain your smiling picture with my tears
so today,
I keep on smiling.
Aren't you sick?
I worry about you without me.
I hope that you eat well even if you are busy,
bundle up when it's cold
and live strongly without crying.
One day in 2009,
I held a pen thinking about you
wondering who you would call to walk you home at night?
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.
I worry again today
if you are eating well.
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.
I can about you
I think about you
Even though I know I shouldn't do this,
I'm thinking only about you again today.
I worry about you all day.
I write about my heart that cannot reach you.
I worry too much, don't I?
I'm talking too much, aren't I?
I'm only telling you things like a habit.
I keep seeing your tears
and so everyday is difficult.Why didn't I realize how precious you are back then?
Why was I numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?
I didn't know when you are right beside me.
Because I was a foolish man,
Because I was a stupid man.
I realized after you left.
I gave you hard time, didn't I?
I'm so sorry.
I'll let you go now.
Please meet someone good
and be happy.
I believe that you'll do fine just as I know you will.
I don't want to stain your smiling picture with my tears
so today,
I keep on smiling.
FT Triple
Love Letter
Dumb
I can't....
Macam mana nak buat macam tak ada apa-apa kalau yang berlaku tu libatkan kita. Inilah padah kalau buat tak fikir dulu. Kalau tak melibatkan hati orang maybe it's not a big deal lah kan. Tapi ini.. The worst part is, bila orang sebenarnya salah faham.
I want to do something but.. sangat takut if I'll make it worst. But.. I feel bad just sitting and watching. Otoke? Otoke?
Rasa macam nak terjun tasik. Serius.. I tak mintak u forgive me. but please forgive him. Arghh!
Just pray for them.
Sigh.
Blame.
Dear stalker,
I know u hate me. Tahu sangat marah. Tahu sangat sakit hati. I'm sorry. I don't know how to explain. I'm scared if I will make it worst. But trust me, he love you with all his heart.
Ya, I admit it we both make mistake, but it doesnt mean we do it on purpose. We both don't wanna hurt you more. That's why we make it as secret. Trust me, there's nothing more than that between us.
Forgive him and forgive me. It hurt to see him suffer. He keep saying that he's okey buat I know he's not. He just don't want me to feel guilty.
I don't want to be third party because, for real, we are just two person that care to each other. I'll do anything to make him happy, and to make you satisfied.. I promise. Anything.
You can delete me, block me, hate me or anything if it could make you better. But for me, I'll never hate you, never delete you because, I respect you because you are someone yang dia sangat sayang.
You can put the blame on me.
I know u hate me. Tahu sangat marah. Tahu sangat sakit hati. I'm sorry. I don't know how to explain. I'm scared if I will make it worst. But trust me, he love you with all his heart.
Ya, I admit it we both make mistake, but it doesnt mean we do it on purpose. We both don't wanna hurt you more. That's why we make it as secret. Trust me, there's nothing more than that between us.
Forgive him and forgive me. It hurt to see him suffer. He keep saying that he's okey buat I know he's not. He just don't want me to feel guilty.
I don't want to be third party because, for real, we are just two person that care to each other. I'll do anything to make him happy, and to make you satisfied.. I promise. Anything.
You can delete me, block me, hate me or anything if it could make you better. But for me, I'll never hate you, never delete you because, I respect you because you are someone yang dia sangat sayang.
You can put the blame on me.
Hard.
It hard to admit that I miss you damn much. You are not my boyfriend, not even my 'darah daging', you just someone that I care so much. My lil bro yang tak sedarah.
After a long time, we met again.
You tease me, I got angry then we both laughing.
And you know what, I never tell you this ; I love your voice. I'm your fan. Dan aku paling suka bila kau nyanyi lagu 'Bukan Cinta Biasa -Afghan' tu. You make my tears drop. Hess.
I feel calm when you sing..
I love when you sing to me before sleep. Such a good lullaby. :)
Thanks for everything. Thanks jadi kawan paling baik dalam dunia. Thanks untuk segala galanya.
After a long time, we met again.
You tease me, I got angry then we both laughing.
And you know what, I never tell you this ; I love your voice. I'm your fan. Dan aku paling suka bila kau nyanyi lagu 'Bukan Cinta Biasa -Afghan' tu. You make my tears drop. Hess.
I feel calm when you sing..
I love when you sing to me before sleep. Such a good lullaby. :)
Thanks for everything. Thanks jadi kawan paling baik dalam dunia. Thanks untuk segala galanya.
It hard to let you go.
To let go from your hug.
I miss you so much. Much and much.
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